Hi Moska,

Science and faith do not have to oppose each other. Creation theory and science often go hand in hand. Maybe your a skeptic by nature. Thats all good.

I was drawn to the Lord at a young age doesn't mean I didn't have questions about it at times. There were many times I sought out those with more knowledge than myself to help me understand certain aspects of the bible. Just brought me closer to God.

Here are a couple of links that help provide some answers or at least some other view points if your so inclined. Answers in Genesis.org is a great website. Question is are you looking for truth or just to be right? 

https://answhttps://answersingenesis.org/about/press/2021/06/23/creation-research-grand-canyon-published/ersingenesis.org/about/press/2021/06/23/creation-research-grand-canyon-published/

https://whttps://www.amazon.com/Dont-Have-Enough-Faith-Atheist/dp/1581345615ww.amazon.com/Dont-Have-Enough-Faith-Atheist/dp/1581345615