All I know "you got to know when to fold them", and this is not the time to fold your EDIG HAND...
On the other hand you are about to embark on the path of SHARING your life with another person. That is the REAL Challange of being alive...
I am sure the fact that you are a pleseant and gregarious person will render your journey a happy one. Who knows, you may even get a good surprise when EDIG comes through for you...
GLTU...
Gil...