Sometimes I feel the same way be you really need not be ashamed. This is not your doing. Its bankers, the fed, big business and politicians working within a broken system/process. A system that has been breaking over time due to many factors such as ignorance, greed, arrogance and total lack of knowledge of economic history and fundamentals.
Keep holding/adding gold, silver, good pm and resource stocks, good energy stocks and your/our time will come. Go kick that soccer ball.
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