It's true, the thrill of ecstasy has gone. PC's rosy words and SI' money, that pushed the share price again and again to new heights, are already long gone. What followed was a feeling of dizziness about all the different turns POET suddenly took, leading to the disastrous public offering last year. Now it seems, we as shareholders are only a thrill-seeking society, that in face of a problematic cash position still hopes for a royal flush. I always set a new date for re-evaluating my investement and say to myself "Let's see, what happens after...". Obviously nothing positive happend, at least no share price jump. I just spend hours and hours reading the forum and searching in google. Here and there I always found and find reasons, to be optimistic about POET. This time it's the Indian RFP I put all my hope in - even not knowing whether POET gave a bid for it and even not knowing what is the financial value of the tender. Writing those words, I can read how unreasonable I act. I just wish, that the thrill of ecstasy, that I felt, when I bought my first position in POET back in 2014, will come back - this time hopefully based on material reasons. Good luck to me and all of you, hopeing for the Indian RFP being a game-changer.