While you're away you might want to go back through some of the posts over the last 12-18 months...many of your questions and concerns have been contemplated, discussed and debated, but of course, no one really knows for sure, yet.
Perhaps you only starting posting recently, I see you joined in Dec. 2014, but many of us have been here for years.
The evidence is all there, you either believe it, doubt it or disregard it.
It's just a matter of time..