I hear ya Sum and I respect your position. Personally, my patience is wearing a little thin, my pie in the sky is a pleasant memory, and my desire to straighten my emotional house is on the front burner.
A lot of us can't play with the finesse and ice veins of some on here.
But, seeing as I am an emotional creature, I do need the payback feeling that my play account gives me........it helps me feel stable re the long term accounts.
I really want to take a third off the table, as soon as I am even on my long term, which is almost there......and I will more than likely do that to allow me to play aka Sum4All in my play account.
God help me........:). The Ice Woman cometh........LOL
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