Lack of funding from NOT investments.... declining rations..... squirrel population alarmingly low.... neighbours pets disappearing.... had to send wife back to parents... had to send dog back to pound.... he used to weigh 40 pounds. Will keep fire lit in backyard for night air drop if necessary. Don't know how long I can last. Contacted JJ about it.... she said she was eating fine... something about lobster..... please help anyone.... have to stand in the same spot twice to make reflection in mirror......halucinations setting in.... keep seeing Wes holding 10 fingers up repeatedly.... wait he's holding up his middle finger ten times....what does this mean?...... losing consciou