Johny... or James... I would mea culpa big time.. esp to Green eyes & SGE... I respect the heck out of both of them as valuable contributors to this board... you may have too thoroughly burned those bridges, and others... I believe you may actually be attempting to rectify your prev wrong doings, and desire to become an active memeber here, and try to leave your past actions in the past.. I for one will give you the benefit of the doubt here.. but my opinion is only that.
I do not know how long you will last here, but good luck to you..