Do not be troubled dear Lawnbowler for you have now confessed and you will soon experience relief. You have hit the proverbial "wall" and because you are tenacious in all things gold, exhibited by the very fact that you have arrived at this point, your prodigious accomplishment will now carry you through by the very essence of it's own momentum.

In a few weeks, that long lost excitement you once experienced will again present itself and you will effortlessly find your second wind that will propel you onward. Thus energized and exhilerated almost to the plane of euphoria, an indescribeable, somewhat orgasmic levitation will sweep over you.... and you will be free at last.

In other words, gold, silver and ECU will take off....maybe.

Hang in there. I have one arm and one leg through the wall. Levitation is two weeks out...I think.