Since everybody else here agrees with what i said so far ,i will gratify you with a little peace of Japanese wiseness :

Doubts assail you . Confusion reigns . You know not yesterday from tomorrow . Listen to your heart and find guidance . Beating like a drum . Roaring like winter rapids . Finally, sound and silence indistinguishable.

Listen.

Lsten.

Listen.

Blood , not water.

Your blood.

Suzume-No-Kumo ( 1860 )