Drumstick, I suggested several weeks back that you should sell and get out. This type of investing takes good nerves and a strong conviction. You are an emotional trader and you are doomed to failure. Even if Alda pulled through, by your very nature you will fail miserably at this game. This is not meant as an insult. This is just a fact of life for people who trade with their emotions.
You could have youur money sitting in a savings account earning 4%. It's not to late for you to bail and try to salvage what you can. You can put your mind at rest and not have to read any of the "BS" that you candidly refer to as our posts.